That depressed me like fuck. Here I am, 20yrs old with constant ringing in my ears due to survival from my own self destruction and an actuall addiction to music.. yes addiction. I need to listen to it and walk to it.. my emotional release/escape.
People go to gigs with ear plugs now.. i'm scared.
Really.. I am so very scared. I don't wanna be deaf in 10 yrs or however long.. i dont wanna live out the rest of my life with a constant ringing thats gonna get worse, get louder... no silence anymore. I don't know if i can do that