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Subject:Looking ahead
Time:03:44 am
ok well... it still seems thatpeople read and do use this, people i havent spoken to in a long time which i do very much regret. but hey.. trying to amend that folks :)

Anyhoo.. latest in the life of Loz. I'm planning to move to Bath within the next 2 months, i have a very good set of friends there now, offer of a place to live and plenty of chances for jobs so azza!! N such forth..

If not then i don't care what it takes but i'm gettin out of london. Simple as.. that city slowly kills all.

Erm, yeah lol i'm a happier person in myself and such, been reading over my previous entries and my god, they're such a kick up the ass to move on from that.

hope all is well and take it easy peoples :)
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Time:09:24 pm

Which Naruto character do you fight like?(pics)
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Subject:just to compare..... interesting
Time:01:03 am
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Stability |||||| 30%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||| 56%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism || 10%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||| 16%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security || 10%
Physical Fitness |||||| 24%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity || 10%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||| 16%
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Subject:Figures... I die mid movie in the stupid way, betcha
Time:01:11 pm
Armageddon hasn't affected you as much as it has
other people. In fact you quite enjoy this dead
new world as there are less people around to
bother you or tell you what to do. Although you
might join a group for a while, your loyalty is
only to yourself and at a whim you're likely to
take off again. It's a lonely life but it's one
that you're happy with.
Typical skills: Bushcraft, ability to consume
massive amounts of alcohol.
In your free time you: Hone your paranoia.
Chances of survival: Low (you have to sleep
Secondary class: THE SCOUT

After The Zombie Apocalypse, Which Role Will You Fit Into? (11 possible results!)
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Time:12:36 pm
I really am unsure how i'm feeling.. going through weird things with my two closest friends.. really weird. My heads been spinning... it feels so heavy and always hurting... even losing vision which is just mad really. and curse christams... unlike me but i'm in no mood for it and i'm depressed that i'm depressed bout it. Evil cycle.. need job. As always.
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Subject:Random naked ladies...
Time:07:54 pm

Which Royo Painting Are You?
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Current Music:Razorlight.. Ick radio.
Subject:I need a job!
Time:05:22 pm
Current Mood:crankycranky
Yeah... Bummed out of college.. but not through much choice! I can't afford to live, and have I typed this before? *checks*.. I dunno, i really have no sense of time or any idea what in the blue hell i'm doing these days. I'm applying for jobs that i have no experience in or any idea if i could do.. admin/secreterial/receptionist..? HA! like i could look smart for any of the above. I mean really.. me.. in a suit? Nah, it no go huh?

But i'm poor and desperate and really bloody need money to live. Any ideas peeps? Maybe i could sell my body to science... you know, it's screwed up enough as it is i'm sure that. And just sitting here in a net cafe i realise i really have poor typing ways.. i only use one finger on my right hand! If i was to get a typing job i'll lose that finger! And it's an important finger mind.. if you're gay. Which i dable in :P

Oh fuck.. fuck it all!
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Time:08:28 pm
life is shit. It really wantsto kick you down an not letyou get back up. but fuck it... it's do or die, make or break.

I have to quit college, have no NVQ, no place to live, not talking to my parents and no money what so ever.

So basically.. get a job, get a life. For the first time ever.

Here goes i guess.
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Time:11:13 pm
I went to a fireworks display tonight.. and there in front of me, 2 women...say mid 30's?... put earplugs in just before it started.

That depressed me like fuck. Here I am, 20yrs old with constant ringing in my ears due to survival from my own self destruction and an actuall addiction to music.. yes addiction. I need to listen to it and walk to it.. my emotional release/escape.

People go to gigs with ear plugs now.. i'm scared.

Really.. I am so very scared. I don't wanna be deaf in 10 yrs or however long.. i dont wanna live out the rest of my life with a constant ringing thats gonna get worse, get louder... no silence anymore. I don't know if i can do that
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Current Music:Natter natter
Time:04:48 pm
Current Mood:chipperchipper

Yeah i know i'm a lazy son-o-bitch and just somehow didnt hae the energy for LJ.. but as per usual, BOREDOM prevails.

I for once, I'm not gonna be a whinger either (shock horror ne?) Life's pretty funky right now. So I'm squatting on my mates boat (even so, has a real good kudos factor when you tell peeps, and i have been here for bloody 2 years! maybe i get squatters right.. hmmm)... got back into college, access to science.. HA! Hopefully getting into Uni next year *fingers crossed* Greenwhich uni here i come! Please? My gosh.. me, a student? Tee hee, i shall sit in a corner scowling and rambling in japanese, just to freak em out even more... as if my presence doesnt do that enough.

I also got great peeps around me, though not working at the farm anymore, sigh. It's moved away from being bout the animals to the turnover, rather sad really
But.. i do have my two lil' squidgey-bums Dizzy and Blur... yes nameless is now Dizzy, a polecat ferret and Blur her buddy is a coloured ferret. And they're absolutely bonkers! Pets like owners huh?

So salute to all and anyone want to make me Pumpkin pie i shall be eternally gratefull!!!
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